Sometimes, control is not possible. It is a bitter lesson, but all lessons must be learned, regardless of personal inclination. Spock raises a resigned eyebrow, turns, and looks McCoy full in the face. “Really, doctor?” he challenges. He can hear his feeling in his voice, sense it in his expression.
McCoy is startled. His eyes search Spock’s face. Spock waits as one second passes, then several more. McCoy looks down, then up again at Spock with a soft, knowing smile. He is so close, so close, his hand still lingering on Spock’s shoulder–
“I know,” McCoy says gently. Control is a memory. “I’m worried about Jim too.”
Saved. McCoy has always combined unexpected insight with unexpected obtuseness. Spock turns away, not sure what his reaction is but wishing nevertheless to hide it. Of course he is worried about Jim. He’s always worried about Jim, but he’s used to that. Jim, at least, is capable of the most basic self-defense; he rarely comes to serious harm. The odds are excellent that he is seducing a 892-IV native by now.
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